행복. 幸福.

I'm a girl who always searching, seeking, finding for love.

maybe it's just a place where you feels belong when you found love.

Love makes me secure,

makes me warmth,

feels like I've embrace the whole world.

Some find it in their lover's eyes, sister's hugs, friend's arms, parent's touch.

Love just makes us feels 幸福 (this word don't have direct vocabulary in english but close to happiness and bliss)

행복. 幸福.

I am and I want more. I hope it will last and it doesn't just slip through my fingers

Changes

If you think that your friend had change ...

the way she treats you differently

don't doubt her personalities

trust your first perception towards this friend

I think the only thing change .......

is just the "color of lens" she "view" you ......

her perception towards you had sway away

maybe I'm not that important anymore.

simple ques

" how are you today ? "

The question that I'd always asked others but not myself.

" Est, how you doing today?

solitude

when I am feeling empty

I just want to look outside the window

and think how should I figure this out.

please tell me it's fine

"Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass, It's about dancing in the rain."

我相信一切都会平息.

mundane

mundane ............

this fews day feeling mundane ...

something is missing ......

I am feeling tired ...... everyday while I wake up.

I want to know the reason why I am feeling this way

Dance Of Terror

by Justbleu

Window panes come crashing down

Amidst the tears and pain

Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away

Up above through twilight

Shadows cast across the floor

Reflections of the past

Trembling thoughts of one

Dwelling deep within the soul

A mystical sense of reality

Captured by the craze

All in bewilderment

Of the shock in the wave

Creatures of the dimness

Chattering amongst the green

Everything slows in stillness

What is this we see?

friendship .. some are on the board .. some are not

after cooling down after conflict ...i am blaming myself again ..friendship might be significant or nothing .. .....I think it means something for me in friendship when my friend see my needs and give courage or need to help... I don't want a beneficial friendship .. I am not a parasites ...........the true friend will seriously touch your heart ..... not through how many times you guys have been hanging out or how much you all spend time ...... An authentic friendship touch your heart .... through how they make you feels ... the sincere side of them ....... just like a child simply trusting and give what they have in their hands ....... ............... friendship is no like before you are leaving.. give you a last farewell at the airport.. or they came in your farewell party have a shallow talk ..... but you do not presence in any part in their memory ...... is about heart to heart touching ....... I've learn from someone who don't appreciate friendship ... I could see how lucky I am now at least I know who my true friends are ......I am not a "friendship devotee" however I gotta learn how to become one ...

Authentic

I have always asking for an authentic friendship. All shallow talks, greetings, artificial politeness makes me wonder "Is he/ she my friend????" I do not how to answer that ...........

People tends to wear masks to keep their guard up..... I'd just learn and understood the meaning in it right now......... pathetic....I've noticed I am under that categories too ...Is that a necessity ???? all the shallow talks, artificial pretending to be nice, wearing a mask where you want others to see ... Are all those necessary in real life??? finally, since after I graduated from high school, right now I've learn that everyone tend to act as if everything is rosy in their life, why ??........ is that a choice or that is a must to act like that ?

All I know is that all these attitudes are the death of a real friendship .......

All i know is that if I am seeking for an artificial friendship just making myself to feels good or looking good by wearing a mask that I don't even know who am I, I rather to find for a true friendship.

I'm still learning to express myself to friend, no matter are the hurts, fears, worries..

"open your heart to trust and you'll experience an authentic friendship "........

Given a chance to let my friends walk intside my lil world, that's the reason I become a blogger .