Sunday, May 30, 2010

Lover words for the day

love language :

"错过你,遇见爱"

enlighten


Enlighten.
Heavy foot steps no more, whine no more, grumble no more
Restore, regain, recharge.
Looks like every small matter problems, I have the strength to face it anyway.
just simple, like a heroine who could face tomorrow without worries.
Just be simplicity, peace and joy.

love language:
未曾拥有,何曾失去


Then if my people who are called by my name will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sins and restore their land.
(2nd chronicles 7:14)

Thursday, May 27, 2010

when it rain

when It's raining
I hide.
so just leave me alone.
3 words just hard to split it out even you really meant it.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

where it is?

Give me lighter I want to feel lighter.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

A child smile it's what we cannot own

the children smile is the most prettiest smile on earth
a children's smile it's what we cannot own.
no body can owns a children smile.
I would not forget the way he smile at me.
It's just so innocent, without any intention's grin.
it's charming, happy, simple smile but I feels like I want to capture that moment forever and ever

Monday, May 24, 2010

It's alright.


A person with stories.
I have a dream one day I want to write down all the life of essence, stories that I've collected
into poem and songs.
Through photograph, unwritten words as a window into my heart.
every photograph tells a story.
one and only book of my own, story of a lifetime, it's what's inside my heart.
One day I want to tell my grandchildren and my sons

Stories that time of my life with photograph and journal. Stories of the heart broken, Stories of happiness, Stories of Grace, Stories of Love. The bad and the good one.

that's my dream #2 when I am old

move on

when you felt discouraged, esp when you'd fails yourself.
Seriously, I've lose the courage to move on. just run.
it's a hard circumstances that you have go on, steps across
I don't know where do I stand anymore, I stand a little bit lost. I felt like seriously want to run away, give up, that's it. It's awful, everything just doesn't seems good, you don't feels like doing anything, totally self-rejection.
but seriously, when you keeps struggling in the pit, you can't think the way to carry on,
totally lose your steps, hold back yourself, you don't know yourself any anymore.
And the truth is none of us deep down inside want to give up, what are you going to do?

Stay out, find solitude, pray, just move on. Hold on to your hope.
This road that I'm taking twists and turns
My life my chance turning dreams into reality
Down this path faced with many things
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away

Can't seem to go on
And I've been thru' this before
Now where am I? Where do I stand?
A little lost here
But I'll remember
All those times you've bought me through
I'll move on I'll go on
Lord I will take your hand
And you will guide me along
Survive thru' this storm
So I say come what may
I'll hold on to my hope
Yes I will walk down this road
And my passion drive will lead
me on
Take a step at a time it's alright
Even through this rain

I want to smile again

Sunday, May 23, 2010

I believe words, story are close to me.


I'd tried to arrange my thought for today, now, tonight.
A bit messy and don't really bother to write it down though.
After watching some MV, look at lyrics and interviews.
I realized, words no matter written or verbal
Once they touch you, it's because YOU WALK through words.
It touches your inside, your soul, life has make a carved on the path.
words it's what review what's inside, the essence of my life. The essence of yours

"Behind every words has beautiful story beneath."

thought for today:
每个人都应该 做好自己的工作 盡好自己的心意
想幹嘛就幹嘛.
=)

night =)

Friday, May 21, 2010

why


you kept stirring my mind, stirring my life.
why I can feel that you near me
even though you're far away. miles and miles away
Are you the temptation, a trial, or a chance.
should I shun it or open the door?
I've already shun like millions times, but ....tell me why?
coincidence? I don't know anymore.
I feel like I am a foolish person, who don't know what to do.
why keep intruding into my life, it's just
Unforgettable, every pieces of memories, and every features of your face.


Some say love.

THE ROSE kept replaying in my Ipod.
the lyrics really makes me pondering, what's the meaning that hidden in the metaphor.
It's just plainly beautiful written what's love and the fear within us.
Slowly ponder, what's love really meant for you?
It's greater than I could ever imagine, every thought, every act, reason behind every philosophy, core of every principles.
Just like what's keep us alive.
I do think that love for me sometimes it's a hunger, which I kept looking for love, waiting beloved and to be treasure by friends, family. however I am the one who fear to love, I fear that giving love will become a razor will cause me to bleed. It's the heart afraid of breaking, no wonder I never ever learn to dance and rejoice. I fear that love will fails me by giving.
The seeds are you and me. The sun is the Creator.
It's ok to lose yourself.
Never lose hope and never lose faith.
The seeds it will turn into the rose when's that's season of Spring.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

never give up on love


Love
.Ain't that easy.
seriously sometimes it left me with a cold.
nothing to fear
taking one steps at the time.
1,2,3,4

Love never gives up, never loses faith,
is always hopeful,
and endures through every circumstance.
1 Corinthians 13:7 (NLT)

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

active love


To be honest I am not a loving person.
I've always waits to be a love receivers, I am the seeker by sitting and waiting it too fall
I could say, I was foolish.
today, I deeply realized that by giving love, it's a way to love and beloved.
You ain't gonna wait for love to fall from the skies and you'll received it. that's ain't gonna happened.
Except for God's love. It's a gift. Have you received?
Only you have to received only you'll understand what's love really means.
Only you received only you'll know what is means by "giving love, love others"
many people including myself always fear to love, because you'll fear that others might disappoint you, however that's no fear in love you don't expect. Although you might get hurt when you love and you give, but seriously " so what? ". love isn't a deal, isn't it ?

Monday, May 17, 2010

Words for the day



Love. A word without boundaries.
Love belong to a place - the heart.
It's heart's beat pulsing that keeps us alive, so do Love.
Without Love, everything is soundless, colorless, meaningless.
The greatest things above all is LOVE.

"If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails."

(1st Corinthians 13)

Friday, May 14, 2010

current photos inspiration:
FLOWERS.
the nature beauty on earth is what's we always neglected the most.

Monday, May 10, 2010

mama's day

"妈妈一个人做很辛苦, 有人帮他就不会辛苦咯 !"
A simple phrase that come outs from a 6 years old kids.
Seriously, this phrase strikes into my heart with a voice of immediacy and I could feel a rush inside.
I could say all the while I am a mama's girl. Every kid have a role parents that they want to learn from. I could said I am a mama's girl I want to imitate my mums, follow her toughness yet a lovely thoughtful women. She never whined how tired she has been working hard, or how much she has sarcrifice. she did it soundlessly.
I could see, every tears, every sacrifices. As time goes by, I still remember I was once a rebellious child before, always blame on my family, just asking them gives me more.
but as I grown up, I could said, family to me now it's important, last time i think "family" this word a bit vague for me when I was blind, I couldn't see any love lives within.
there's no perfect family, but Love is keep on giving, giving, giving from the willingness of a heart.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

good bye the past, welcome to the present and future,


I am 20, yea I feels like start from now I just want to live on
don't want to be a foolish anymore.
Do whatever I have to do everyday, the best, and better than the best.
faithful in everything that you do, no matter what's the result will bring, as long you've done your best.
Honestly speaking I am happier and more optimistic than who I was before.
I smile with a open heart, listen to your voice inside everyday, decode it into words you'll be surprise by every thought that just crossed your mind.
I could say things getting better depends on how you see it.
你的思路影响你的眼界.

Today's thought:
再见往事, 再见.
我們總不能一直被過去牽絆,因為我們還有未來。

Monday, May 3, 2010

things change for a better one


"things keep changing from time to time"
who are we to capture and stop the changes?
however the changes I've hope to see the changes ,
It's getting better and better.
spiritual ,friendship, family bond, changes of heart.
To be honest, the only things that not changed it's the love, the feeling I fall for you. it just YET to change.
it has been like erm 2 years.
I know it's gotta be different, it will change, it's the matter of time.