"我走着走着，沿着一路的路途
一样的风景，走了两年，
我迷路了，不懂要往哪，
自己是谁，自己又可以成为谁。"

"无论如何我要带着信心走下去“

Sloppy

"Never get by with sloppy living.  Sloppy Living. The nature of human it's the sluggishness inside of us. Sluggishness and sloppy living will eaten us slowly and become a habit then become a character. The strength inside of us, the thing that we capable to do and called to do........ Awake. "

"Being"

There's a song in Mandarin the lyrics description like these


"How could we to have a rainbow
How could we to embrace the summer wind
The stars on the skies laughing the people on earth
never getting enough, not contented enough. "

"怎麼去擁有 一道彩虹 ,怎麼去擁抱 一夏天的風,
天上的星星 笑地上的人
 總是不能懂 不能知道足夠."

Contentment ain't about not being ambitious enough to persue the earthly thing. It is about a peace and calmness of being thankful and appreciate the things we already have.

The people who listen, who hold you, who cares about you. The unfailing love that family given. 

I believe

I am just a girl who look strong on the outside, but actually I am vulnerable many people said thats just the mask you wearing to hide something. Yes I admit that, the weakness not to look into my eyes. Now I am pursuing something, at least for now I now what I want it's more to soul and spirit. Only the toughness inside and the training inward make us real strong. For the past I've been out of rule break the rule of love, deeply fall in love once. Just once, broken once, that's enough. I want to find something more this year onwards, it might be to find back the core of my life. I knew that I am not a person who need to worry about the material things, pay bills. I am thankful for that, but I knew who I made to be since I was young, I want to become a career women like my mum. It has been a long time I forgot since when I don't write anymore. Maybe this is the time I've decided to face me, myself. Have the courage slowly discover what I want bit by bit, pieces by pieces. “我要成为外柔内坚的女人。”