i wonder.

别人都说这女孩是个幸福的小孩, 但是为什么她就是那么的不知足, 不快乐?

you and me. status clear.

That someone special will just makes you smile no matter how bad your days are.

=)

when you feels like giving up,

all you gotta do is just try a little bit harder,

Ｉ　ｂｅｔ　you'll make it through.

waiting is diffiicult

I am surprised in what the horoscope saying about me, why people would trust this kind of thing it's because they find themselves inside. I know I am not suppose to trust but ........... at that moment the words just expressed what I am going to say to you and me and how I feels. that's why I fall yesterday.

I shall just wait.

stillness

clean out the clutter and silence the noise around us and in our soul, and be still

In the midst of problems and everything, it's tough for me to keep calm and cool. This week seriuosly a lot of thought clutter in my mind, problems, solving, what to do, how to do, where to start, what am I suppose to do. Sometimes I do wish like I wake up in the morning, I wish I would be more happier than yesterday, but look, who suppose to decide it.? you or me?

i'm not missing

我不想念

某個人 默默關上 某心房 某扇窗

讓想念的歌不再唱

Like seriously I am not fall back any any more.

It's just feeling so good when you realized finally you have the courage to move on

and I realized not everyone need someone to make yourself complete.

讓想念的歌不再唱

讓想念的歌不再唱

讓想念的歌不再唱

need

"please don't go, I need you"

A lover touch the most needed, to hold on like he need you and you'll never ever let him slipped away

It's secure, safe, place inside the heart.

you feels needed.

被人需要是很幸福的事

=(

I am not happy today

i felt that rushing out early in the morning without setting your own emotional mode kinda bad mood for the whole day.

I just feels that everything just many things running in my head right now. haih

Ambitious ambitious.

"It's not wrong to be ambitious, but it's wrong to be ambitious without knowing the real purpose"

I 'm not a girl, not yet a women

A women who loves God
A woman who knows how to makes decision without being indecisive.

A woman who has an answers to everything

A woman who is persistence and courage.

A woman who is responsible

A woman who know what's the best and give out her very best.

A women who needs a man to fully support her and she could support him like how her dad and mom did.

A woman who is compassion and kindness.

A woman who is thoughtful

A woman who know when to give in and give out

A woman who knows when to tear down and when to lift up again.

A woman who is wild yet gentle.

A woman who walks in faith by grace.

A women who knows how to live.

The most important A women who knows about love, to love and beloved.

I know this girl will always find her way =)

Someday she'll be.

awesome

This is the sky yesterday, it's just makes me feels like I want to pause that sunset moment.

how great thou art, everyday painting different colors in the sky.

how great thou art, painting my life like the sky. thanks.

I lied today.

Lied to a good man.

it doesn't feels good after all.

Immaturity is me.

farther, further, better

Some memories meant to keep. Some memories meant to freeze.

it's obsession but not love.

yes, it was obsession more than loving you.

Obsess over memories. Obsess over waiting. Obsess over empty promises.

It's Over.

It's fading.

It's freezing.

It's further.

It's farther.

It's ok.

It's better.

我会慢慢的忘记.

El-Shaddai. More than enough

in lack of nothing.

I am a discontented person i could say, because i've always ask for more whenever I compare with others. i am greedy

I am a person who always ask for more, I want the best among all.

but now gratefully counting my blessing, I have more than enough.

Everything that my parents had given me,

Everything that my friends had given me,

Everything my God had given me,

in lack? not really. Totally don't understand what is in lack in my life.

I shall always remember story of the greedy dog and the bones.

never ask for more

look at the things you already in your hand, it's all full of blessing.

What do you want to ask for more?

Everything I have is more than enough, everything I owned it's better than the best.

i hope I could spread and share the blessing.

moments to breath

ice cream and book.

some moments to gasp for air.

I'd found myself in a book.

I'd found myself in the midst of busyness.

I left with a smile on my face.

the photos on the wall adding a blazing colors in the shop.

It adds blaze in my heart.

Thank you for today, I'd a great day.

One said :" Everyday detail bring us closer to our reality, Everyday raise and fall bring us closer to our dream, Choices that we made every day bring us closer to what we'd hope for "

p.s:

你已經是人海中的一個背影，長長時光

我應該要有新的回憶

人无法决定会为谁动心
但至少可以决定放不放弃

upset song

That song suddenly just randomly played inside Itunes

I found myself inside that song

that song without a title, without lyrics

It is my upset song,

today has a unwritten emotional and stirring inside

something not really right inside and outside.

I wonder why "upset" but not "upsad"?

P.s: I remember i said this when I was small:

"等我长大以后,我要到一个很远很远很远的地方."