Simple green inspiration

we're getting stronger everyday,

chasing the dreams where heaven gave ......

nothing but the best ....

as long as you feel satisfied your life is moving in a right path,

you are a step closer to happiness .....

a step closer to God

nothing better than being a child

sometimes just wish that I would never grown up ......

play and live the fullest like a child .....

naive and innocent heart of a child ......

who just plainly trusted and rely on the shoulder of a father .....

the dream of a child to become an adults are full of hope

Acceptance

Candle lifetime

what matter is not the duration of your life,

but the donation of it ;

not how long you lived,

but how you lived ...

Ok that's it

I really trying hard to avoid Chinese song

will always stir up emotional and bring back memories ...

I'll make it through ..

this time I mean it ..

gradually fading ...and courage ...that's how I move on

记忆是一个行囊

陪伴着我到世界流浪

我让悲伤都装上翅膀

无怨无悔

把一切留给纪念

记忆

它会慢慢被岁月

一片片填满

渐渐就习惯不再想

再见了 就不能倔强

我在坚强面对

勇气 ....

caught myself

Rethink back the most painful, heart-broken experience would make your heart stumble for a little while looking back .........

caught myself looking back what I've done in the past ..

it wasn't that painful anymore, is a scar that remind myself never ever repeat that ...

is a scar that full of grace....

a scar that push me forward ...

a turning point ...

"everyone needs a change, a chance to check out the new,

but you're the only one to see,

the changes you take yourself through "

quote Alice Tee

The potter's hand

Moulding clay

it can be rebuild again and again even it crash several times

All of my days are held in your hands,

crafted into your perfect plan

Take me, Mold me, use me, fill me.

...The Potter's hand..

we are the clay, and thou our potter;

and we all are the work of thy hand.

renew.

ACCEPTANCE . CHANGES.

yea this is exactly who I am currently ..

So so accurate !! take this quiz ..http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx

this is my result which I think 100 description of esther tee

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2nd analysis

Here is the analysis:

1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinki

bye. Not looking too high on yourself

resigneeee

yea .. after a pretty upsetting night yesterday, I'm up lifting now ....

and this is what I think

Everyone deserved a consequences for what they've done .... especially some clueless and small mistake would cost a big problem for others. i don't blame them, I would just blame myself .....

I've gain more lesson than what I've lost in this two weeks ....

sorry for all the troubles that I've made ....

I am leave with a heart of gratitude and embrace with lesson that I've learn in the past ..

i would continue to learning to become excel in what I am doing ... especially I know my own ability and what I am capable of ........ I will never stop developing, growing, learning and improving. if I have an axe that is completely dull and I don't sharpen it.... it will never gotta work. It takes more than desire to excel, it takes skill and hardwork... Remember you're never wasting time when you're sharpening your ax "....... so suck it up est, that's reality of life.. what i could do is just, moving ahead .. keep changing and discover myself more.......

take everything calmly and starting to take every small little thing ... a chance toward excel

p.s: I've learn that when I am down .... that's only friend and family would hold you on and talk to you, support you always ... so when you'r not happy .. voice up to your beloved one and i've know that is not that hard to face it ...after all ....

thanks ...bestfriend and the woman that i admire the most ....

=)

happiness comes before success .. not success lead tp happiness

Is your life full of difficulties and temptations?

Then be happy, for when the way is rough, your patience has a chance to grow.

So let it grow, and don’t try to squirm out of your problems.

For when your patience is finally in full bloom,

then you will be ready for anything,

strong in character, full and complete”

(James 1:2–4 LB).

Thriving ..

Thrive.

constantly changing for the better

keep moving on for the better

回到原点, 唯有默默无闻的祝福

with lots of love

est

rainy day with a mood just like the weather ... nor too hot .... not too cold .....

accompany with a sentimental songs which lyrics and rhythm totally fit inside you ...

Hmmmm . not that bad

" Happiness is a way to success " i've seen this quote in one of the bulletin in company, my heart totally enlighten when I saw this, yea in order to success i gotta do something that I like. that's my principle .....I don't care about the salaries, the most important experiences and the thing I gotta change .... although I am slow learner but the stuff and senior really paying lots of attention and patient ...teach me .. a two monthes part timer. and guess what I'm the youngest youngest among them .. most of them have become mommies.. I really like the experience of working, i think although this two months going to end soon .. I would find another job .. I want to explore my own ability and flawsss .....which thing I fond more .. isn't admins work or a part time tutor, or a person who going to inherit the parents business ....I really thankful for all the chances that given to me this months .. as a helper in my mom company, a admins staff in a big organization and a part time tutor ................let me explore more and more and see how far i've come ... and it's really time to let go my pride and some fool spoilt brat principle ... because when you start working i realized .. it's not about the brand .. it's not how many account money you have in your account .. who is your parents ... is about WHAT YOU HAVE WITHIN YOU ........the attitude and how you impressed yourself with your hidden talent and attitude . and some transformation that I gotta do ......,

incompetence est ........

finally I have the courage to face and blog about it today ........

yesterday was my first day of work with some company as a receptionist..

yea I strongly trust that when you got a high paid and less working hour.. .....the stress and workload that you bear would be more heavier ... nothing come easily that's what I'd realized ...

erm ... the problem that I'm facing is not about the workload actually is just ....... my problem ..

I realized that sometimes you think that you could handle it well or manage the task well ..

but turns out panic and frustration would just ruin me ........ I blame myself such an incompetence person, kinda so blonde and retarded................basically is not a easy job either, is about order procedure and payment ....that's why I gotta handle with tons of money ....... and no mistake is allow ..... so I'm a person which so clumsy and having seriously " fast shorten memory" illness ..... I will become " kalam kabut" ........

haih haih haih ... never mind i think is a good way to change my behaviour or handing task ..

everything happens for a reason right ... the reason is that this job would carry me to the other level of life .....which makes me learn that in a working world is not just about being yourself, but is about transformation .....make you grow to become a more though and capable person

yesterday was the first day, today would be the second day ......

wish me luck and praying hard for me .................

continue changing

"His favor lasts a lifetime, weeping may remain for a night,

but rejoicing comes in the morning"

(Psalms 30:5)

What a lovely morning, I know I am not who I was last time .. No one would want to live and keep looking at the past, include your old self no matter is good or bad ... I'm still me.. sometimes let the past story hidden inside yourself become a nutrition that rebuild me to growth , when I look back ................ not a painful scar, is a beautiful scar which is full of amazing grace ........do not keep stepping at the same place, but to move on .............. that's what I gotta do !!

HAVE A GOOD DAY ESTEE =)

LEt's go .. and let go

"Let's s be busy and move on est .....!!!!!!" that's what my heart tells me

Call it an end and completely completely let go without hoping. I strongly trust that everything has a plan behind it.... as time goes by, it will be so fine ..i guess ........

Don't miss or neglected others thing... I want to be myself, felt self belong again ...... although it is uneasy but that's it .....close the door, the other door will open ...Let go and Let's go

Sank sank sank

this supposed to be a happy post about what i'd done in the past fews day, but now my heart sank to the deepest .... deepest .......especially when your best friend is in need .. and i'm not there ...and an early bad news ......