Saturday, February 9, 2008

just came back .... reenergised ..

i can't live without internet .. During CNY ... went to Johore to visit my grandmother ..and my aunt
they are hilarious .. just see them once a year .. every one of them have a different story .. different personality ....but i know they treat us from their bottom of their heart ..haiz .. family relationship can be complicated due to money or as simple because of love .. although i do not know them very well .. but i really hope they can find the purpose in this world .. not because of money , or children or because of life they live ... i have found ....when i was there i realized time flies !! really fast .. next week is my 18 birthday . so fast i lives in this world already 18 years ..
during CNY .. i ate so much .. and i gained weight .. urgh ...... how how ??
i hate myself .. when i start gaining weight .. and i will eat more and more ... urgh ...sob sob ..
how is it ? start to watch my diet now and be optimistic .......!!! yeah .. thats true .. be optimistic ! think positively ....
haih .... a lot of assignment to do ... not even do yet .. argh ... pressure + weight pressure + appearance pressure + presentation = depression !!!
i need to deal with it ... add oils .. cannot be lazy any more .. problems is meant to maturity .. i need to conquer it .. and with the strength .. there is nothing impossible .. with you ..

1 comment:

Shelvone said...

hate yourself when you started gaining weight ? lol !