shadows

I am worried about I'm busy and miss out something lately

because something inside is giving me warning.

I wonder sometimes busyness will blinded all of us.

we become like a body without a soul

which don't know how to live alive

we don't know what's love life

all we do is just chasing after shadows.

"Don't think only about your own affairs, but be interested in others, too." (Philippians 2:4, TLB)

conviction

Word of the week

Conviction

some principle that we've been holding. The perspective.

I've discover that I am a flicker minded person because I don't have a strong conviction

The conviction which made by others become mine.

I shall searching my own life's conviction and hold it strongly and make it boldly by my own testimonials of life.

"May conviction keep us strong "

timeliness

These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence:

the connections —

sometimes tenuous, sometimes made at great cost, but often magnificent —

that happened after I was gone.

And I began to see things in a way that let me hold the world without me in it.

The events my death brought were merely the bones of a body that would become whole at some unpredictable time in the future.

The price of what I came to see as this miraculous lifeless body had been my life.

The Lovely Bones

loss

The picture that I won't faded away is how my uncle took his last breath..

and have tears rolling down before he's gone.

It's painful and cruel to see how's a life ends.

my aunty close his eyes and gave him a last goodbye kiss on a cold lips. the very very last one.

life is just a joke.

that's the way

“I had rescued the moment by using my camera and in that way had found how to stop time and hold it.

No one could take that image away from me because I owned it.”

trapped

I just caught myself caught in between the trap

don't blame the PMF or sleep deprived

I shall curb it instead

i wonder what could I do to lift up myself.

I can feel that bad things are more to come.

please pardon me now.

I feels like scolding

"go to hell"

"The dirt in which we're stepping is the one in which we will be found."

a way out maybe

A place where you just don't know how to figure a way out.

I am struggling about a few options which I want to heading to

Studies. job. family.

dreams ....... plans......reality ......

I keep forcing myself to find a way out this couples of days

I am uncertain where am I sailing after half a year from now

Seriously, I have to figure it out what I really want

because time is ticking out, I need to start looking for Uni.

should just stop pursuing for education

and just start to live in reality, get a shortcut out.

Strive for career, money, fame and material enjoyment.

Is that all I ever wanted?

I need a vision to see much more clearly

행복. 幸福.

I'm a girl who always searching, seeking, finding for love.

maybe it's just a place where you feels belong when you found love.

Love makes me secure,

makes me warmth,

feels like I've embrace the whole world.

Some find it in their lover's eyes, sister's hugs, friend's arms, parent's touch.

Love just makes us feels 幸福 (this word don't have direct vocabulary in english but close to happiness and bliss)

행복. 幸福.

I am and I want more. I hope it will last and it doesn't just slip through my fingers

you've been busy rushing the whole day in and out

and someone provoke my anger

that guy just pull the trigger

make my day worst

and I am so piss right now.

picking up

If it's not to late to say.
I can put back all the pieces
They just might not fit the same.
Cause nothing's worth losing
Especially the chance to make it right.
And I know that I'm gonna be fine.
And the tattooed mistakes
Are gonna fade over time.
As long as we live, time passes by.
And we won't get it back when we die.

in my head

Your name stuck in my head for the whole day. urgh.

and the name is everywhere. Stupid.

sprrrgineeeee

"You'll see a side of love youve never known by open your heart"

Current In the midst of busyness,

but I shop. eat. play. pray hard. taking care of others and myself.

just lack of time for workout.

inside

All the beautiful things in life are not seen,

nor touched,

but are felt in the heart

IT's a simple thing in life that we forget

A willingness to love others

no body want be solo in our lifetime

no matter spouse,fling, friendship, family, fellowship.

you think that you know what's important

Searching for what's right in front of your face
But you can't see it

It's a simple thing in life that we forget

a simple care or a small

nobody want to be solo.

really you couldn't care any less

I want to be careless

but I just can't do it.

it just keep playing in my head

but seriously, in this world

you ain't dead people

or like you have taken estacy to run from everything

I am a person with love and emotional string

actually I do care a lot

every words, every words, every past.

maybe sometimes I'm trigger the fire too fast.

and how could you don't care about the fire.

argh, I hate myself can't be careless a little bit.

I'd made

got this quote by Cindy status in FB, i think it's strike me

"No one falls in love by choice, it’s by chance.

No one stays in love by chance, it’s by effort.

No one falls out of love by chance, it’s by choice."

I've shun the door.

a necessary end

"决定了要放下,就不在留恋, 要勇敢

决定了要释怀, 就不该 回首, 要往前方.

回不去手中缠线的那个 , 就该放开.  " ~estee

once you know that nothing worth to hold on it

then why?

seriously I hate myself feeling this way,

the feeling that just me just me who are playing in a part

I am tired.

I think I deserve a better one

 It's necessary to end this

"bye, Love."

hearty

" what's on your heart "

never ever doubt what's on your heart

we try to figure things out instead of listen what's inside

happiness presented within it.

right inside, yours and mine

=)