a way out maybe

A place where you just don't know how to figure a way out.

I am struggling about a few options which I want to heading to

Studies. job. family.

dreams ....... plans......reality ......

I keep forcing myself to find a way out this couples of days

I am uncertain where am I sailing after half a year from now

Seriously, I have to figure it out what I really want

because time is ticking out, I need to start looking for Uni.

should just stop pursuing for education

and just start to live in reality, get a shortcut out.

Strive for career, money, fame and material enjoyment.

Is that all I ever wanted?

I need a vision to see much more clearly