Thursday, May 7, 2009

Special Bond


I asked God for a best friend, He gave me more ......
I realized they are always the one who hold on me ....when I am about to fall
especially in college .. everyone said that is really hard to have a true best friend after graduated from high school but ........ I've found !!! through love, respect, honest, understand .. is what we learn from each other ..............
when obstacles come between us, today I've learn that i should put down myself ....
when obstacles lies in front of me, I've learn to listen slowly, think slowly, talk slowly .. if can't just walk away for a moment ...
After the obstacles, I've learn how to be a better friend .. A better person .......

=)

free to be



Hold on what you believe and your principle ...
I am free to be what i want
Sometimes I really wonder should we change for the environment around us just for adaptation and trying hard to fit into .. ..?
I am strongly say "NO" ....now
Everyone are free to be difference .....free to be themselves ..
although I might be as good like others .. I can't be like one ..
I've learned that if I keep comparing or competing .. it would never end ..what it will is just making myself felt awful and losing myself once again ......
My life is not about how people think of me .........
My life is about how much have I done ? what did I do ?

Don't let other frame my life .......

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

tell me why


I can feel is getting nearer .. although is a distance far away
it's not supposed to feel this way .......
I don't to be the one who fall again ...
Why.....

Fellowship

I wonder what is the real meaning of fellowship?
Fellowship is about experiencing life together which we call "one another"
fellowship is not about socializing, food, conversation, update each other .....
Real fellowship is more than just showing up .. It is about unselfish loving. honest sharing, practical serving and sympathetic comforting .this lead me to a deeper thought.
I know ......just like a wake up call

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Still alive


Disappointment .........
What's your problem man ?
Isn't I must care about some people's pride and I chose to keep silence
but I really could not understand
"irresponsible " is the word I for you !
"Immature" is the word we used as a excuses for you .....
No call back phone call, no reply sms ...we wonder are you still alive man
Sometimes i really wonder, for a 10years plus friendship, should we deserve this ..
Or you felt sorry we as your friends .....
I felt really discourage and helpless .....
ok "tell me what do you want? " .. You are just like the midst of air . Poot... Disappear
I guess maybe you'r in a hard circumstances ...maybe you don't felt like talking to me ..
but you could talk to anyone of us ....at least we know you are fine, man ..
Do you know why we call every week? not because you need to be there ..
but we want you to be there, man .....what's this youth meant for you?
and what's God mean for you .............

Girl's time


" HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! , Love you guys !! "
13 people gathering .. Fun .. Appreciate it ..! thanks
although today is saturday, crowded, expensive ..
but friendship does not count on this
i could say one thing
everyone is different ..the changes inside ..
Growth I could say ..
one thing I hope and i pray for
: " they would be always happy, hold on the virtue .. no matter how crucial life is "
and the most important
" Hold on me .. Hold on friends "



Saturday, May 2, 2009

unforgettable

Some thing that I couldn't forget . still on my mind .....unforgettable .. unforgettable