lost in between

one moment of happiness, one moment of sadness.

The sea always given me tranquil.

I don't know anymore.

will the storm hunt me ?

I am not sure.

where do I stand ?

on the sand.

Am I sinking?

I don't know.

Comfort food

The ice cream.

this is a magical food. A comfort food

which comfort my emotional.

I've been taking these for 3 days.

Thanks ice cream.

i'll be there.

nice meeting you, Mr.M.

you are one of the person that I highly respected the most.

thanks Kumon.

thanks for all those encouraging words and best wishes

without saying out the whine, i seriously need those supports.

i'm thankful

=)

not going anywhere. am I good. not i'm not

.i am overwhelmed.

take a bath from head to toes

everything gotta be alright.

without any whine.

i thought after sending resume and interview everything should be ok

OMG OMG OMG I HAVE TO WRITE AN ESSAY BEFORE INTERNS.

they said gotta access on the way I think and the way I write.

I am scared that I can't do it well. I just feels like i might not do well like how Ivan and Jeffrey.

shite, the incompetence is beating me up.

I am furious, scared and frightened.

the first impression is the most imp, and now it's through writing

what can I do ?

I have to be positive and say

: " rock it babe, complete it and strike it "

railway never stops the view

my thought never ever stop

many thought would cross my mind

perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

it's all on track.

All I want it's just go to place

where it's long long way

it is far far away.

"trains move quickly to their journey's end

destinations are where we begin again"

i was lost. I am lost.

tell me where it's hurt and where to put it together and make it better.

those night, i was sitting there, starring at the star and write.

"everything gotta be so fine"

"whenever I am weak, I am strong then"

" Life a bieach, I'm the bieach"

uninvited guest.

she is a friend who at the entrance of my world .. that's what she said.
She is a friend who know about friendship,

she thought me about friendship,

When she is angry with me, she said:

" I don't know what estee thinking about, I am confused"

She says I am a person who does not give in easily, a person where I never open my heart to anyone easily. true ........

However, she said she took two years to know the true me. after spending lots of time together, all the cold war, argument, laughter, embrace.

well, after two years. she walks in. Everytime she could just be my mind reader, without I saying anything, she helps me to finish it.

she is friend who knows me so well. a friend that I really treasure.

furious

woke up in the morning, feels like oh gosh, after finish exam

i have up coming things to do

I am furious, yes I am furious.

furious about the plan might not go on my way.

好久不见 if we ever meet again.

"If I ever meet love again, I will be brave. "
"如果我再一次遇见爱, 我会勇敢."
=)

Someday-rob thomas

Wake up in the morning, carefully studied every corner of my room.

hmmm... I'm leaving like soon. Exciting yet worrying.

i just can't belief I am moving to KL less than 3 weeks.

A few things to do before going to KL

1. I want to spend time with the small Kid

2. Finish up my design for youth

3. Practice well my piano which exam falls on 16/8

4. Ask consultant for my education. Overseas? KL ? Stop pursuing ?

5. find a comfortable room in KL, that's most imp for me. Find my space.

6. meet with shuling first she'll be leaving to Uk in sep

7. Clubbing with high school friend before I leave.

sitting at the college, same building, different person.

familiar chair, familiar breath. All I could think of it's just when the time when I was here.

everything here seems so yesterday.

think of I'm going for my intern like next months 1 aug. I hate time passes so fast like serioulsy.

Gosh, resume !!!!! room !!!!!!!!

connection

I like the way you looked at me, make me feels special.

however deep inside both of us

we'r not meant to be together.

if one day I give you a hug.

I want to tell you that, that's more than a hug

that's more than friendship

A fondness that never ever made known.

deep inside everyone's heart, whether you are married, or you are with other

but i am sure that, there's someone special inside,

a indescribable feeling stirring inside last for very long time, maybe a lifetime.

the person that doesn't meant to be with me together.

there's connection last a lifetime

我们没有在一起.

uplifting

I can feels the sunshine shone behind my back. it's warming. I like ^^

yea, this is me, that's me. I am unfamiliar who I was for the last couples of days.

I feels uplifting now =)

like Wohooooooooo finally i am back.

bye, pms, bye, emo.

Hi, JUlY

=)

i know the reason why I wasn't happy for the past two weeks.

Pms. like seriously down down down man

now finally phew ....... yeeappeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!