Holidays !

During the holidays I hope for a vacation, a place where I really like totally isolated so that I could actually have time to arrange my thought and is a chance for me to reflect what is actually life priorities for me? maybe just a brief walk to take a few new fresh air actually could refresh mine mind and a lot a lot more ..
but I knew is impossible for me to go ALONE !!! because i need to care about my own safety and do not really wants my parents to worry ..
Wohoo .. what to do?
Hmm ...
nowaday keep raining . my mood is just like the rain, bring out my sorrows and when I look back I do realized that I am not who I was ..
(listen to the song title " KISS THE RAIN" over and over again)

but I could see my life is not a black hole
I just need guidance and the light .. who will be?

Stress Release ..

wow!! .. the STRIKE ..amazing
when you wanna let go something
is like a sand, you won't hold it back anymore
A book that always listen to my thought ...

Today go to beach again .. Oohoo !!!! I really like to take photograph ..
and the great things is mass communication we actually have a subject of PHOTOGRAPHY
Wheeee ... wandering to learn to photograph so much .. my dream is to buy a DSLr ..wohooo
and the weather is so great

this is for the people who are not beside me

" che(sis) I miss you badly, your shadow around the corner in our home:(, when you coming back "

" phey and gaik dun give up yea, our love never failure, always beside you "
" Sui yen, I can see God always working in you, never give up your mission in your life "

In life, there is a lot of unpredictable matter that happens around us
everyday is a gift, is a surprise for everyone of us.

age between 17 and 18 seriously is a big difference for myself, because of environment we adapt to changes the only way we could hold on is the faith in you.
for the friends who are in KL and KAMPAR and my sis in Tasmania, i miss them badly
but the thing that cheer me up is that I could see they are growing .
they have become more independent and a more matured person.
because of environment we tend to change, adaptation and improvision
we never quit, never give up to every circumstances that face us ....
although sometimes we have prob and bad circumstances around us,
but the only thing we could do is

KEEP HOLDING ON the FAITH we have

NEVER GIVE UP

NEVER QUIT

STAND FIRM

NO FEAR

because of the trial in our life make us a BETTER PERSON ...
everything that happen around have a PURPOSE behind ...

Pathetic

WHY???
my heart feel that pain inside me when I get to know that the shadow no longer stand anymore
somebody's heart have the other shadow around.
the only that it given for me just few pieces of broken glasses that scattered around the places.

haih ... life still continue ..I have to move forward and never ever look back the shadow ever ever again