.We always shout to seek understanding? Don't we?

in the end it's about myself.. Heloo can't you hear me"

Love,

Estee

There's a moment I kept thinking why me?

is sacrifice equal to loss?

I don't know.

but I know I have to.

Love,

Estee

HI, me !

.I miss "me" so much.

It was miserable last week

insecure, not peaceful, so sick with almost

why do I do that to me?

Yerrppp I wasn't that kind of person who you think I am, dude.

tilt my head up high and keep on moving

don't mess with me,

I've met myself yesterday.

Don't be an empty book.
write your rules in and it's about yourself.
I shall recompose my own book.

One.First

One.First.
The only.....The first....
First sight..... The only One.......

Was it love?
It's just one affection.

The Only deepest affection on the only one.

the only you

seeking out you'll lose

never seek something from outside

to fulfill what's empty inside

you would loose your grip

look it's already in your hand.

there's still someone holds you

when you'r about to fall

所有的伤痛都有愈合的一天,

绝望也有终止的那一天,

伤愈痛,

我们就能变得更成熟

left a side

I think there's a waste on time to put hope on something that's not working
I'm feeling weird inside tonight.
He thought me never ever gave in so easily.
there's someone who you should put more affort than a nobody.
the accidently burn and cut on my finger reminds me this lesson learned.


我是傻瓜. this is the second time.

hunt

原来还是那个我

I don't cry anymore

I don't painting for help anymore

not because I am getting any tougher.

not because grown up

I think it's the coldness and ignorance

about every hardships started to hunt me since the beginning of the year

dramas, I am so sick of that anymore

sigh.........................please let me gasp for a breath.

for me

I need sometime to be alone

spend sometime for me, just me

no phone calls..texting

to dance by myself,

swim, cook, watch series, read.

sleep in early

Bye social life, I will be staying in for tomorrow.

Contradicting

Went to the cancer hospital, it's really really sad to see that when during the joyful season and there's still people who are suffering from sickness,

the only wishes they ask for this year it's simple as

" Peace, good health and .....................love"

God please heal the sick people, esp their souls.

I can't imagine the torture of loneliness when you need someone to stay beside when you need them the most.

Everything felt right when LOVE around.

Oh happy day

It's always good when you have best friend around you

who sing with you

who shared the same interest as you

who share your food, Frozen yogurt

who share your dream.

Thankful.

I had a great day

Oh today is my happy day !!

conscience

Self-conscious reminds us to keep our feet on the ground

whenever you are about to fly.

Self-pity and blame ain't going to help in any sense.

Excuses and whining is just plain stupid before action comes first.

"The way you look at me and smile it's just plain weird i think
it reminds me of my childhood.
please don't do that
there shouldn't be anything in between us"