restless

Give me some solitude moment please
let me think once...twice.
I shouted today, inside kind of unpeaceful.
I am feeling restless

eering

思念太猖狂 一个冷不妨

一想起你 忙碌的生活变得空荡荡

对心事说谎 把你想到多么的不堪

" I know I shouldn't, but I just did"

dream light

This lighting inspire me to dream

to have dream

dare to dream

dream of creating light.

Who will be the first one that you would turn to when :
you need to share some joy with
you need to show your anger to
you need a prayer
you need to make a decision, and let him to reassure you
the most shittest day ever happen to you
you just had a fight with your family
you have something with this guy and
you need someone to say :"You'r in trouble girl"
you feel unworthy, unloved.
you r so lost and just need someone to say :"It's alright, it will always get better"

my new lesson learn:
To make someone feel important, it's how you appreciate someone.

new direction

it has been a while I didn't upload my photos
Honestly. I was lost for a moment (in photos inspiration)
struggle. doubted. then decided to press pause button.
then start again.
Now I'm in new direction of photograph I guess.

miss you buddy

that familiar face .. I miss you, buddy. I really do.
Don't ask me why I didn't call up
I don't know what to say anymore.
just not like last time anymore.

What you really want.

有时候, 我不敢任性, 因为我顾虑太多.

刚读过Pennny 的文章，感触很深。
她说：“活着，就是要好玩”
她是一位很简单的女生，性格好爽。
“上帝很眷顾认真的女生 ”我特别喜欢这一词。
她做事非常理智， “做什么我都非常清楚”
Penny 一直抱着 “想做什么就去做”的心态行事。
“千万不要去想，我做了这个会不会这么样？敢敢去做！要讲，就去做！”

有时真的很想在任性与顾虑太多找个完美的平衡。

Adore what she believe in herself, this leads me to look inside myself
What my collogues was disccusing just now "EST you are confused about what you what"
yes, I always doubt about what I want, What I need to hold on, I'm indecisive, I fear, then I just let the fire ignites (the sudden passion ) in me faded away.
Honestly speaking, after I came to KL experience my life alone for 3 months. The most I've gained it's I am more clear with who I am and who I going to be.
In this three months, what I got it's more than career path, explore what's that little character inside.
Will I be the same, like who I was once I get back tomy hometown or
I would be a better person which more matured perception and believe.

vulnerable

I am vulnerable.
When you’re tempted, keep your vulnerability in mind
and work out ways to protect yourself.