my sickness

Numb seriously

The mess of me ...........

So awful .. awful .....

i felt so insecure , I stumble, I fall. dreadfully awful .........

Once again I felt that I live in my own world again .. Just me.

a tiny, fragile heart ...................................

Everytime, when mistakes happen, it bother others too, I just couldn't fix it on my own.

look at what I'd done, what I'd said, who I am is just a piece of broken wreck......

I failed everyone, everyone.......just keep letting them down again and again ...................

don't know I am totally doleful but the tears just holding in ..........

I am my own affliction

I am my own disease

there ain´t no drugs to make me well

The sickness is myself