beautiful lie

I think I must be wake up now
rethink, isn't a feeling that I've been chasing just a feeling that to fulfill the emptiness inside
Gripping a feeling that I don't want to lose the most?
Or everything is just a lie.. a beautiful lie to myself ?
I need to rethink and looking for it myself
started to doubt the initial a bounce in my stomach
and doubted that the lies is just one person playing the part on stage
keep telling myself, there is still something .. there is still something
however it is just a beautiful lie....
I need to wake up and give myself a smack on my face !!
the beautiful liar is me