Transformation ..

yesterday through the conversation with my friend .. I learned a lot ..
especially friendship and self-esteem ..everything happens for a great reason ..
i know His is exist .... in life . there are many people not really treat you nice .. but when we really think hard ..what is the reason ??? one might know how you feel about her ..maybe u just try to pretend like you like her so much ..but actually not .. trying to criticize behind her back ...THAT"S totally BAD .. sometimes you really Met that person .. so i want to treat everyone nicely .. from my heart not because I have to do that .. IF you are a REFLECTOR ..one will see Him through the attitude or the way that you act , you do not have to put nice words at your mouth ...I pray hard .. for wisdom and holy spirit to guide my way .. maybe life is just about choices .. you have the right to choose who you want to be .. what is your purpose ...
i am a bored person .. i want to change my personality .. i do not like boredom actually .. so do not lose heart ..keep praying and ask .. Love ..Faith and Hope ..
i'll try to have quiet time for these few day .. to activate my mind ... really think hard about the priority of life ..go to the beach find a place i can meditate ..and LISTEN to the natural songs ..
and Listen , Listen ... read book and bible ..
Trust that where God guides, he provides – If you are where God wants you to be, he will provide. It may not be in the way you expect, and it may not fit into your timetable. But his plans for you are not for failure; they are for your own good. (Jeremiah 29:11)