busy.. buzzzy

In any circumstances.....it would survive

A very very busy week had passed, all the important event has finally call it an end..

I was really exhausted for the past two days .......

tiredness and sleep deprived nearly choke my life

I am not a person who live for work and task, that's why will cause me breathless ...

which am picking up my shattered pieces of life ...

"I hope everything is well-organized and I hope I am really to take every challenges ..

when taking every chances, remember not to lose myself and a courage to step ahead,

remember values of life and who is in control.."

Iremember one of my friend told me :

"Do what you think is you have and must do

do not fear, be courage, take the first step and all the door will be open .

leave behind the strange voices would lead you astray,

which obstruct you from taking the first steps

by the way

is me have to take responsibility for My life for what I've done and what I've decide

not to please others but to please the one who is in control ...

salt in the sand

this lyrics pierce into my heart when I really really upset .... and dull

"Give me wings,

Give me peace.
These are the things that I need.
I'm tormented, broken and shamed
Are you listening?
Give me shelter from the storm,
I know it's a lot to ask for,
Considering how recent I've piled the dirt on your name.

In this where I am for your sake,
Stuck between sleep and awake?
My mind is dreaming of things.
I took you for granted again
And threw you aside
And pretended for one minute that I had control of my life,
And direction it seemed to be in
I was wrong again, (I was wrong again)"

Deep Shite happened !!

I won't blame why this happen to me ............

but I wonder what should I do now ???

I am really in deep shite right now .....not only right now and just now ...

Can you imagine that you forgot to bring your purse would cause such a big deep shite

can you imagine that you got caught by police ..

because I did something that against the traffic lawand police car chased after me ..............

and I don't even know that turning was actually wrong ........... I am .. haih .....

and the you know what .........

You are without driving license and IC ?????

what!!! The police suspected you are a car stealer and a non-malaysian !!!!

and I know I got to to go traffic's court !!!!!!!! My dad said it might cause thousand plus !!!!!

so am I in deep shite right now ..

yea !!!!!

seriously deep shite !!!!! what can I do !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it is scariest experiences in my life ......................I bet you is really ........

troubles me right now right now ...............

which I hope everything would be fine ....... without bothering my parents once again

Never ever learn

portraiture model: Dasha Logan

Late at night I wonder why .......

Sometimes I'm so tired .. I don't even try

Seems everything around me fails

I know there is a reason for me to keep holding on ..

I could do more about it .. but why ...

What's my problem keeping me from moving ahead

LIVE ON

I love my life, my view from a colorful way of life.

I realized it is important to catch up with the person that I care in my life

Instead of shallow talks and jokes, but with something from in-depth

we gotta hold on each other, protecting, encouraging.

friendship is beyond than just socializing and meeting up.

even is just a simple caring text messages, or a simple miss call

a real is a friend that touch my heart and make me feel the importance of existing in their life.

current mood: LIVE ON !

things to do: buck up with my academic radio show, copywriting. Get enough sleep. exercise more.

P.s: thanks to joy, joshua, jack, adrian, joel, Joseph, Agnes, chee dai, mong hui, WF, veen dee, fern, Phey Phey, Shu Ling, Gaik, Brancy, Inn teng, Sin Yee, CY.

Incompetency

"Jealousy" happen is when you start conscious of what lacking within you ..

Start whining and be ungrateful when you compare to others ..

Instead to be understanding but put to blame on others

" We are born to be ourself, not to be what others want us to be, so just being yourself "

Pleasure irrelevant with happiness

Model portraiture : Tan Chin Fern

Happiness go nothing to do with pleasure

I felt pleasure when I want something and I get it

I've always discontented ..

today a voice inside me telling me

"pleasure is always relative, Happiness is absolute"

and "Happiness is the UNDERSTANDING And ACCEPTANCE of life at this very moment as COMPLETE AND PERFECT. "

I reflected, all I have is more than enough

what could I ask for more ?

all I want is just a true joyous abundance life