Showing posts with label lesson. Show all posts
Showing posts with label lesson. Show all posts

Friday, November 27, 2009

picking up

I've notices that today is the third day I am actually dwelling in dullness mode.
the end !!! after third day, everything should be build up and picking it up slowly.
compose my mood, come near and confess, then bear the lesson and move on...
I wanna be happy before I get some good rest tonight.
although tonight really miss my phone after just now accompany my friend went to a mobile shop and really sick seeing the ex ex phone !!" happened"it was the past, but the painful lesson craved in my heart like an ache.

own declaration !!!
all the small thing,
I must take true care and fully responsibility
I noticed seriously once I don't care about small little thing
I will not be faithful in doing great thing.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Click the time




when we were small we always chasing after "time" hope that we want to get older that time ..
do you still remember .. sometimes is really hard to find the leaf behind memory because we concentrate on what we are chasing right now ...
let's think about that, what I chasing after is that important ..???
when we are young .. we keep asking " what's now.. what's next ??"
when we are getting much more elder.. we probably would ask " what for ??"
when you wake up every morning, time has already slipped away without noticing.
all the priority currently seems so precious and important ..
especially you chasing after ... yea I agree that when I am still young ..
accept challenges, make the most I could be, self-discover...
think back yesterday, the year before, the past ....
i discover not only time has slipped away, but something more important I'd miss ....
A time where i should say my gratitude ..a time where I should lend a hand ..
a time for others, a time for ministry....a time to learn more ....
no body could chased back yesterday, what we could do is just about today.. the next minute and tomorrow ..
make the most you can today, for the family, friends, companion .. because of we've missed that out is hard to go back ... your beloved mom, dad, grandpa, grandma, sister,childhood friend bestfriend would definately accept your excuses " BUSYNESS " .. because love covers all.......... without judgement they would just be considerate and thoughtful ......
now I am still young, but I've always remind myself ......don't live a self-centered life chasing after emptiness..gather moments .. not gather fame and money .......

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Captvate

captive thought
imagination is a mental trash
a change of heart and mind

Saturday, January 24, 2009

are you a giver ???

Extremely exhausted !! completely tiring day
I am sick of driving currently ..
today in one day heading so many places going crazy, compete with the time
Today i've learn a great lesson .. from church
Do you know that one month if I could save 20 bucks ..
20 bucks ???? do you think a lot ?
it would be just 1/10 of my monlthy "allowance"
but I just know that 20 bucks we could actually help a uneducated child to know what is knowledge !! 20 bucks will be their school expenses
and 50 bucks !! more awesome and useful for them
RM 50 could be their monthly living cost !!!
look !!! how pathetic !!! I could spend RM 50 bucks in A DAY .. for goodness!!
i start to count and have the guts to save money already !!
i've determine to save money for this reason !!
Ooh now I just know a small amount of money to me actually meant a lot a a lot for others !!
Last time I used to be so understanding and a money saver ...
last time, I didn't lie !!! my friend could prove it !!
now ...... i think i need to repent !!
no more starbucks and coffee beans for ..........................half year ???? could I !!
until i save a cent first !!
i really regret la .. Today is the 3rd time I go to starbucks within a week !!!
could you imagine !! i've already spend 50 bucks for my damn drink and come out with PEE !!!
Oh no !!! Now I just realized how spoilt I am !! 50 bucks is a monthly living cost for a child man !!! how could I spending on a PEE !!
I need to SAVE !! i knew I woe many times already
but this time i'm thinking isn't affordable for me to adopt a child ..
i'll think about it ..
maybe until I have a stable saving ..
because I'm really Broke but I still spending !!
where is my GUTS and my self-control !!
I admire person who can be a saver they are not selfish .



TOmorrow Balik kampung for CNY !! i would die of " offline syndrome" in Johore !! I will !!
but my dad give me a"good" suggestion !!
he says " YOU COULD ONLINE IN STARBUCKS AND COFFEE BEAN !! "
"DAD NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "
NOT !!!!! what a good suggestions !!! YOU'll PAY !!! (*grin)
Muhahaha I think i really need a financial plan for my daily expenses !!
I need to help my parents to save money (yea right ........).. economy crisis man !!
" I NEED I HAVE TO !!!! i think i'm going to adopt a child and provide them 50bucks rather than spending on starbucks come out with pee !! , 50 bucks is so useful for them to go to school woi !!"
ok i'm going to ~~~~ let's google to worldvision or compassion !!!
Look !! I won't let myself indulge in luxurious thing and shopping !!
I am going to do a money plan a resolution !! to save the children !!
I want to be a giver rather than a spender !!
I want to be a master to control money, not the one under the control of $$
worldvision count on me, i'll in !!
to help the children and be a giver !!

MONEY WILL BE MY GIANT in MY LIFE !!
that I have to face !!

"Make all you can,
save all you can,
give all you can !! "
ps