I 'm not a girl, not yet a women

A women who loves God
A woman who knows how to makes decision without being indecisive.

A woman who has an answers to everything

A woman who is persistence and courage.

A woman who is responsible

A woman who know what's the best and give out her very best.

A women who needs a man to fully support her and she could support him like how her dad and mom did.

A woman who is compassion and kindness.

A woman who is thoughtful

A woman who know when to give in and give out

A woman who knows when to tear down and when to lift up again.

A woman who is wild yet gentle.

A woman who walks in faith by grace.

A women who knows how to live.

The most important A women who knows about love, to love and beloved.

I know this girl will always find her way =)

Someday she'll be.

another day

what was wrong with me

I want to be carefree today ...

long break come back

Just came back from the busiest city located in Malaysia, i realized that the fast pace every one follow. Among the crowded, lack of something on their face, guess? I'm quite enjoying spotting people, people which have different colour, different background heading to the same destination with different purpose. I would like fast pace life in there, the fast pace just making me just like want to follow the step so that I won't left behind.

When I came back, Notice that the leisure life people live in an island, Penang. Yet still I noticed that I've so much thing to do to pursuit the thing that I am now started to chasing. Yet still my life still good. Have to learn how to expect less and just free to be me.

Guilt and past mistakes would draw me backward, but I still need to learn how to push it away.

I need to learn how to say "NO " when the word "GIVE UP " or lame excuses just pop out in my mind, no matter to the band, church, college, character striving, healthy life, social.

what I could do is just simple "Cherish every moment" ........nothing could be better than this

The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.

why

W.H.Y has been playing around my head .....
Why am I just difference
am I have the so much difference from others
WHY
and should be my thinking?
just feels different
Was I like that last time ..
isn't a good thing or bad thing
what if I remain the same, no changes ...

when you'r big, Others are small

We are, by nature, self-centered. When hurt by someone, our natural inclination is to hurt back.
It is natural to hide money instead of generously sharing it, to defend yourself when criticized, to hide your mistakes instead of confessing them, and to try to impress others.
I want to figure our what will be pleasing by doing the opposite of my natural inclination.
I think is just one way:

" shrinken myself become small"

" Life is all about you, only you ?? "

NO starry night ..

A way to calmness in the dark night
This is not a starry night ..
Dragging a tired, sick, soul emptiness staying alone
is the best to search for a minute in yourself ...
just like the weave hit on the boat,
just like feeling when the breeze blew acroos my nerve
have a cold inside
really hurt ... how could you do this to me??