Girl's time

" HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! , Love you guys !! "

13 people gathering .. Fun .. Appreciate it ..! thanks

although today is saturday, crowded, expensive ..

but friendship does not count on this

i could say one thing

everyone is different ..the changes inside ..

Growth I could say ..

one thing I hope and i pray for

: " they would be always happy, hold on the virtue .. no matter how crucial life is "

and the most important

" Hold on me .. Hold on friends "

KAMSIAH ~

Superb !!! YES !!! hahahahahaha tomorrow will be 30th

Just now my mom walks in my room and give me extra money for MAY !!!

My goodness so touch ..........muacksss!!!

Thank God.. I think she knows that I need a pair of Converse Shoes (because my old sneaker shoes already broken) ..and a Adidas Cap !!

sadly .. I don't think I gonna use the money for Converse, i think I would just take my shoe for the cobbler ...and I don't think the adidas cap is what I really need ...

see ~~~~ finally bad girl gone good !!!

actually I am happy not because of the extra money ... indeed it is because

I felt that my mum know my needs .. And she is a thoughtful women ..

and I'd just asked for once ....only once that I told her :" mom, my shoes broken already"

I didn't said I need a new one ......

i think I am quite fine with coping with money right now ~~ I mean this month (april)

Haih ....but I think I am not a good girl at home la

TADA ! this month got extra bill for my parents ..

extra phones bill from me

and extra summons !!!!!!

and extra worries when I've always comes back late at night ...

Haih ... I am such a ungrateful and unthoughtful daughter .....=(

Simple goodie day

Happiness would be simple
Open the wide window
Looking at the lovely sky
spend time reading the verse, listen
watch the others life which screen in Gossip girls
Have a great time workout in the gym
spending a nice conversation with your best friend
meeting lecturer, see his funny face
playing flute, listen to the simple tune play by myself
Bought an album from the artist I love the most
tuck in the small couch touched by others through books
with a great accompany sound which sing by my favourate artist ..
every little movement ..every little moment ..
could made mine day ..a good day


GOOD DAY always
and Today really is a good day outside ..
nice windy day,
nice combination the cloud and sunny day
nice starry night,
with a joyous heart in me ..=)
that's mine day, the one and only one , 3/3/2009,
looking forward for tomorrowToodles !!

H.A.P.P.Y

happie is just simple feel enlighten,
bright like i'm flying in the air
the steps that I took is just light above the ground
even the air that I gasped taste fragrance smell taste great
i just SMILE
I think I could get over and be a better person
by not magnify problem
would worrying add a single hour in our life
nope it would make us swelling in regret, mistakes, grieve
" life is hard, yet still beautiful "
SMILE =)

yo .. bro

Oh the guy beside me .. IS you !!!!jonathan !!
AGAIN ! beside me ..Spot him!!







"Brother-Hood "

we laugh, tears, fight, crazy.

unexpectedly that every one of us would miss him badly !!
JON !! how's australia!!
since we'r childhood, we are like brother and sister.
been through a lot from childhood till now,
Longing to see each other every saturday and sunday.
I miss him when I go eat LOK LOK, singing together, say the word "DUH", and his weird hokkien accent !
the song that we've always sing, sorry we unable to complete our dream together ..
Jon you know what right ..
"the reason", "you will make a way", "give thanks", lee hom song, " Up town girl", Jay's song, bei jing theme.
hahahaha.. look how many years already since we were small, a special bond that hold us together.
a pure brother and sister love that we give and receive and carved in our heart.
haih .. time flies already 18 years, when you started want to appreaciate someone,
turn around they already gone to pursuit they dream
To: Jonathan
thanks for the memory that you've given to us every one. Thanks for always tolerating me ..
hahahahaa you remember?? I've always cause you to frus and shout at me !!
"DUH !!"
You cherish our day, haha the day without you is just be like we'r losing something. Yet, we've always put you deep inside our heart. we really miss you. I miss you.
Go to collect all the experience that you'r going to pursuit
till one day we would be a better person
remember those day that we laugh, cry, fight.
our loves always with you. Thanks Jon, how you doing, man?
just hope to go back like last time where we used to hang out in your house
a bunch of people broke into your house ..stay for a night.
Have a great time with your family ..
in sarawak .. in bible camp that time you angry us the most because of small matter..
hahahaha ..
a lot a lot of memories that we've spend together..
i hope I could chase back the time and could do more before you left us, =)
it might be just laughing at the golden old time, or a stupid thing that I've done,
or the more glamorous thing among us, the most embarrasing moment..
so much more in this 17 years.
especially your best buddies, Adrian, Jack, Joshua and me this brother *Grin* every one of us
you always in our prayer, remember to walk in His path.
take care ya =)we'll wait for you DR.H'NG ! hope that you would have a great success just like your dad! don't worry your grandma has a lot of grannies now !! hahaha
sometimes when someone gone, you started to realize how important them in your life
how precious the moment last time.

P.s: dun kill me I've uploaded your photos that before you go for a "MAkeover"
Oops !!! muahahaha

Small act .. big impact

I realized sometimes not everything seems hard to cope right
depends on how we see the matter ..
Today, yet still feeling sick a bit . but that's not really bugging me
erm and now my heart fill with gratitude and I felt so blessed
every one is being so kind and nice to me ..
who said there is no good people around us
I think definitely wrong ..
actually we could find love very easy .. no need to keep searching
is just beside and inside
look around me .. the "angels around me "
with a small little act I felt beloved
my other mom " mak angkat"
today she brought some of the food which I like to eat
and she actually remember what I like to eat
she brought the drink I used to drink during my childhood
although now is not my favourate food anymore
but I look at the food that sent by a loving heart
a heart that she had carefully concern of my needs and care what I like
before and currently .. she would never change ..
we don't have any family relationship but her love for me really touched my heart.
PLUS !! just now ah gaik she was actually not feeling well but she still busying planning for tomorrow gathering ..and remind me need to be happy .Thanks
and sometimes my mum would actually drop me some notes and place it at my door
remind me to eat the breakfast .. although the breakfast was not made by her ..
but is the heart ..
that I would know .. In this big big world

although everyone seems cold, but I am in someone's mind
although this world is self-centered, but I am in someone's heart
although this world is war-ing and in hard-circumstances,
but I am felt love =)
I want to sing it out loud I'm the blessed person in the world.
so sometimes giving is not a certainly loss
the person who gives is the one received the most

i'm back !

I've been looking for water but I come up dry
Thought that I could find happiness but
Now I know what I should do
Seeking for a abundant life
Go to trust the simple truth
Go to trust all I really need
Go to trust my passionate now
I'm coming ..
Coming back to the arm never far out of reach
Love that call me when
I lose my way..Hold me when
I feel afraid So I'm not in grey
no more getting caught in the middle between black and white
I know where I stand
I know the only thing that of worth living for

The meaningful purpose in my life :) ..
YET SIMPLE JUST TRUST ....

p.s: I am smiling inside out when I write this blog =)

"My purpose is to give them a rich and satisfying life." (john 10:10)
" if ANYONE in Christ, He is a new creation;
the old has gone, the new has come" (2nd Corinthians 6:17)