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" The Beauty of falling apart "

everything has its own time

A TIME for falling apart and A time to build up again

sometimes we fall down

can't get back up

It's never too late ....

The beauty of falling apart is for us to learn how to pick it up again and again

the beauty of falling apart is to show the greatness of the creator

STRESS !!!

ok i know now i'm not suppose to blog this because i know
I have LAW !!! exam tomorrow !!!
I am going to cram my head woi ..
damn stressed out and worrying ..
SARAVANAN, the lecturer claims 11/20 marks was the highest mark in last sem..
WAT 11/20 !!!
and he said there is no direct correct answer for our answer ...
is all based on our argument ..
Haih .. I knew i am not supposed to worry ..
but I just have a feeling very hard for me to get through ..
Haih ..Hope that I would have the enthusiasm to study and could remember
can I could remember the LAW TERMs ....
Stresssssssssss.........................okie study !! GO !!

BE CONTENTED

hello.. I am a blessed girl. however I always blaming and grumbling about my own situation.
This week I have to practice myself to be contented and give thanks to every circumstances around me, rather in hard time or the situation that very hard to cope. I feel miserable sometimes I really feel bad about myself and according to christian's psychology SELF-ESTEEM will ruin a person, I have to stop to think and be contented, because I know where is my strength from.
I am here in this world not a coincidence is GRACE so i'm here, in this world just one ESTHER TEE, so you and I are unique, special. STOP BLAMING MY FAMILY OR MY PAST. have a contented and blessed heart each day, and I am trying to figure out who am I. STOP BEING SELF-CENTERED ..
I really miss my sister, she studying in AUS, now i am just hoping I'll try to left the home and change another environment. not because I hate my home, I just need to explore and really see the world, unprotected by parents .This is my plan, because you know I can cope with a new environment and I love it as well. maybe after 1 year or 2 years i will left to experience my own life to live my own life without being feed by parents or help by others. I need to try how far can I go, just depends the CREATOR and the COUNSELOR and the wisdom that given.
i have to ask, and He got HIS own plan before I was Born. So, no worries .He definitely will make me a way, like HE always did. of course I have to prepare the yield and wait for the rain.

''LET THE WEAK SAYS I"M STRONG'' let the '' POOR say I"M RICH(heart fulfillment)''