You are wht you are currently

Maybe I'm the one who walk away
walk away from all these ..
and left everything behind ..

where is my smile ??
it falling apart .. become debris
where is my optimistic attitude ??
dunno throw in the dustbin ...
where is the last time I really give thanks ??
I don't remember ..
now is just cover with blaming and excuses
where is the last ESTEE
I don't know
got lost somewhere .....
do not know the way to go home
Where is my dream, goals, passionate ???
I don't know
I forget to save it in my heart .'.
or I've deleted from my heart
now is just EMPTY

I WONDER, I DOUBT, I MISS .........