answer isn't that imp.

Only chinese words could script down my feelings:

每一次我都有如此的冲动, 都很想很想告诉你.

但是每一个次都退缩了.

我想即使说了, 也不会 挽留些什么.

或许我只是想要个答案与了结

但是如果释 怀真的可以忘记 .....................

那我是否 .....

is that all I want ?

do you still remain?

"Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear,

too long for those who grieve,

too short for those who rejoice,

but for those who love, time is eternity."

love, sister, Mr. fernando, best friend, childhood friends

everyone has their own life in thousand miles away

left me all alone.

The distance is so far... not only the miles and miles

but the distance within two hearts.

I need to know the simple truth

There's no one forever be there.

I'm always standing alone ..

will love still remain ??

small little warmth

.A little things that friends do for me, will make feels belongs.

like just now Fergie called and she remembered I have team building tomorrow and give me some ideas.

and a friend where he knows I am always the last one to leave because I couldn't finish marking and he offered to help.

A smile from my supervisor saying :"I'll see you tomorrow. Bye. Night"

Small little things that people do it for me makes me happy.

I know in relationship I am not a giver.

I am always the taker. not only taker but always take for granted.

but I want to learn to become one..

solitude

when I am feeling empty

I just want to look outside the window

and think how should I figure this out.

please tell me it's fine

"Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass, It's about dancing in the rain."

我相信一切都会平息.

furious

haih ...... I think I need time to figure things out

I am not a kid anymore ... I can't just run away from problem

Who to trust, who is my friend, true-colors, faker.

today finally open up to a friend which not part of the drama thing

i remember she said :" everyone is faker in a way"

look at myself ... I admit I am.........

i remember i'd read one book it says

:" no one want to be naked in front of everyone, no ones is transparent to each other,

Look, wow, everyday is Holloween..."

the most important things

" BE HONEST TO YOURSELF"

never trust me either ......

i'm a sinful human ... a fallen man

fragile

I can't withold it anymore .....

I am speechless which

sometimes you gave people your heart

you gives people your sincerity

You got lies, fakeness .........

i am seriously ....... finally understand this....

" don't trust anyone that easily, especially who smile to you everyday "

there's a knife hiding behind the smile ..........

someone will aboard on "friendship" with you,

someone people will aboard on "friendshite" with you. ...

how fragile a relationship could be ........

i thought we were friends ......

Please, could you just explain this to me, Because I don't understand..

How could you play this game of pretend and play the part of a friend?

How could you be so thoughtless, how could you want this all to end?

mundane

mundane ............

this fews day feeling mundane ...

something is missing ......

I am feeling tired ...... everyday while I wake up.

I want to know the reason why I am feeling this way

Dance Of Terror

by Justbleu

Window panes come crashing down

Amidst the tears and pain

Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away

Up above through twilight

Shadows cast across the floor

Reflections of the past

Trembling thoughts of one

Dwelling deep within the soul

A mystical sense of reality

Captured by the craze

All in bewilderment

Of the shock in the wave

Creatures of the dimness

Chattering amongst the green

Everything slows in stillness

What is this we see?