He meant it for good.

I did keep on thinking about "what if" game

what if I am in the university now

what if I could go away now

what if this is the wrong way I'm heading

what if.....

through the struggle that I am juggled with, I need more than courage.

but just FOCUS on the present

"Wherever you are, BE ALL THERE"

.We always shout to seek understanding? Don't we?

in the end it's about myself.. Heloo can't you hear me"

Love,

Estee

There's a moment I kept thinking why me?

is sacrifice equal to loss?

I don't know.

but I know I have to.

Love,

Estee

HI, me !

.I miss "me" so much.

It was miserable last week

insecure, not peaceful, so sick with almost

why do I do that to me?

Yerrppp I wasn't that kind of person who you think I am, dude.

tilt my head up high and keep on moving

don't mess with me,

I've met myself yesterday.

Don't be an empty book.
write your rules in and it's about yourself.
I shall recompose my own book.

One.First

One.First.
The only.....The first....
First sight..... The only One.......

Was it love?
It's just one affection.

The Only deepest affection on the only one.

the only you

seeking out you'll lose

never seek something from outside

to fulfill what's empty inside

you would loose your grip

look it's already in your hand.

there's still someone holds you

when you'r about to fall

所有的伤痛都有愈合的一天,

绝望也有终止的那一天,

伤愈痛,

我们就能变得更成熟