Forgiven.

Today I really ... in my class seriously for the childishness behavior that they do......

but .....some voice inside told me about:

I am also a mess. An imperfect man. There is no partial-perfect man. Or " I am better than them" this kind of theory.

Forgiveness.

Forgiveness is not for people who deserve it.

If they deserve anything it is punishment.

small little thingy ....

make a small steps could make a big steps difference

which totally change our direction where we heading to ....

I think i got so many things to do everyday

include some habits which we don't think there is a problem

or some perspective which we've always hold on to .........

Make a little effort everyday this is called breakthrough your everyday

simplicity tranqullity

now sitting at a coffee house, with my labbie and a mindful peaceful mind

it has been a long time i did not do ....

i'm kinda free for this moment

after seeing a few the tick on the "to-do list" for this week

all the brochure, minutes finally done ...

*sigh* finally .......i really enjoy these moment of tranquil .. calmness of mind.

take a slow pace of breath, reading, sipping coffee .....editing,writing

put on a =)

thinking about life ... slowly observe and reading the life of others ..

I like these feeling ~~~it has been a long time.

" I dreaming of a white christmas ..........................

now I've just noticed christmas is around the corner again"

bad dieeyyyy

awhen you felt something bad gonna happen once you woke up,

it's a bad sign call you not to step out from the house something gonna happen !!!!

here's my bad day, seriously bad...

1. I forgot to bring something which I need to drink every day.

2. bad hair day

3. My student said she want to stop because its nov .. so i'm jobless for now.

5. Had a really salty salty salty salty spagetthi lunch

6. rushing to print my assignment brochure, once step out, heavy rain pour down

7. late to fetch my sis, which make her wait and get mad at me

8. rushing for piano lesson, the tutor cancel it without any consent.

9. no luck for empty parking slot, just park at whatever space

10.went to gurney which I noticed i don't have any small notes after withdraw money, I need to pay for the carpark

11. purposely went down to MPH bought a mag get the small changes and guess what !!!!

I've lost my parking ticket !!!!!! need to pay RM 20 for the 15 mins !!!!

12. don't know what the shite happen to my HP, the memory card can't read the damn data inside.. which I just bought a week ago.

13. go shopping for shoe !!! don't have what i am looking for!

14. Tonight broadband keep disconnecting !!!

so now I am sitting don't do anything, just waiting for the sky to fall down

Do you know the enemy ?

Do you know the enemy ?

look at the mirror ....

is "ME"

"never compete with others, just compete against myself..."

look at what I'd done, what I am doing ...

The only person you should ever compete with is yourself.

“The principle is competing against yourself. It's about self-improvement, about being better than you were the day before.”

carved

" Some memories are meant to keep

frame the beautifulness of the time of blossom

right inside of every heart i'll there is something is still there

which are unforgettable "

maybe I still .. maybe I am not ...

sometimes you notice that love is just like a wind, the breeze flew across ..

you'll miss the feeling, felt like missing something somehow in someway

just that little something .....

it is that special someone that is so unforgettable just across your mind

your eye gaze will become soften, maybe face put on a smile or a frown

that space it is still there maybe I am waiting ... waiting

maybe its foolish but I am not struggling anymore ..

I don't think that is hoping .. but it is just like watching a flower waiting for the time bloom

Maybe a lot of people would just come across my mind

but deep inside our heart

we know there is someone, someone special one who belongs to the heart

So i don't force myself to forget certain thing ever again because that's was bitter .

so just let it be .. put in the deepest corner ...

paint some color inside the corner of my heart ...

instead of whining

nothing can cover up the flaws or the imperfection

no matter in what way

physical, mentally, responsible thing, academic thing

once you know it ..

suck it up and make a change ..