JOY

"To burn out the pain, Just Find a place filled with Joy."

lead me through this please .......

I don't wanna keep blaming myself for crying out loud

I don't wanna felt like an idiot.................

I love all the angles God put in my life

which making me not losing hope ....................

dolce

i wanna be rebellious for once yesterday, yea maybe I am rebellious always.

Seriously yesterday it was really upsetting, trust me felt like the whole world crushing down

my tears started to become uncontrollable .......

don't know where it comes from

i felt like an idiot and numb

so I chose to indulge myself in short fun moment

left eveything behind

i know I am risking and quite dangerous though

i know there would be thousands of miss call ....thousand of ppl searching for me

I just don't feels like care at that moment.

really felt bad after I woke up.

Doleful

I don't know why this couple of days there's a lot in my mind ....... =(((

felt no peace inside ....

Yesterday when I was DIY-ing for angie's card and photos..

a kinda of sadness and missing a lot of them .....

maybe because everyone seems like leaving far .....

Don't know why this time seems so emotional, a sudden loneliness across.

fine

all you need is just overcome and you'll be just fine ..

take the first step

pray and grab for it

you'll be surprised for how much you've trying hard for

see things in different angle, you'll always get a better view

=)

Choices

The first portraiture picture I took clearly craved in my heart

and touch my heart .......

I still remember these two women which are brave told me what's their occupation are and the purpose they are there.

although the occupation where everyone's look down on

but I understand

if everyone has a choice who wants to be that .....

this reminds me of one of the parable in the bible where there was a prostitute brought in front of Jesus and everyone wants to stone her till death..but jesus ask :" who had no sins, he can accused this women till death." and everyone started to walk away. Jesus forgive what's this women did and she received God's mercy and grace.

...........So when I about to walk off

I smile and said: " God loves you"