shadow of the night

I miss the shadow .........
in the middle of the night a lot a a alot .....
.... hahaha ..
just hope that to draw near to the shadow every time
but do you know what's a shadow?
shadow won't draw near us or know who you are ...
no matter just simply hope that shadow would just appear or pop out in front
but .. it won't and shadow will leave soon
do you believe that, It just make me feel like a fool .
yea i'm .. I'v tried to close my eye and figure it how the shadow look like, the figure
i noticed that the image gradually blurr and unseen
gradually ........ faded away

Overwhelmed ...I need a rest

Sneeze ........sneeze ..... caught a flu AGAIN .. Ahem Ahem ..
haih .everytime during critical moment I will fall sick ...

Busy ... Busy ... laid in front

started to force myself to follow the schedule and list to do everyday
just finish my Film assignment ...
because no cooperation within the group
individual just do our own part ..
sorry .. lost of focus neglected team work
A feeling of fulfillment when I knew that
in my life ..
I started to put affort in all the common thing
although it was tiring ..
but have you ever try put the very best of you to accomplish task
and although not as good as others
but when we look back
is the PROCESS .. the road that you've been through ..
PHEW !!! take a breath and take a break
CONTINUE to STRIVE for our PASSION and GROWTH
try our very best, God will do the rest ..

Quote of the day means to me a lot ..
"Shoot for the moon.
Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars "

I HAVE A DREAM ...

Dare to DREAM ..........

Do not ever kill a dream,

EXECUTE and DO it become reality

DREAM will helps you to cope with anything even failure :)

SO let the dream DRIVES YOU and

with the STRENGTH FROM ABOVE !!!

SO STRIVE FOR OUR DREAM NOW

Searching soul

Stormy day .... a hard day to cope ...
Search me,
know my anxious thought and
lead me through ........

looking the mirror... ask him

looking into the mirror, asking the image inside ....
" DO I REALLY KNOW YOU???? "





"just be yourself , just be who you are "
I always heard that and craved that in my mind .......

but ............. who am I ??
how to search for "me"
wonder how to be "me"
searching, finding for ESTHER TEE
asking myself
hahahahaha .....................
funny, pathetic ....................................

trying hard to find "me", the real me
trying hard to become "me"
but why wandered for so long and haven't get the answer yet
hahahaha ....................................
i dunno who i am
sometime, I need somebody to reassure and tell me who I am?
seriously, searching hardly just wonder the answer ..............
" WHO AM I !!!!!!!!???????????????????"


finally I get the answer ..........................................

" LIFE ISN'T ABOUT FINDING YOURSELF,
LIFE IS ABOUT CREATING YOURSELF "

life is about creating, transforming yourself
life is about how "me" creating MY own IMAGE
transforming to become
the image that GOD has GIVEN to US
don't be a fool like me .......

naive

the smile and the laughter of the children
GENUINE ..
the true innocent and naive of a child
is what I admire the most
they are spotless ...
no worries, no burden
PURE ..
no doubt in their life ..
no lies ..
they are not wearing any mask
they are just be who they are
no pretend to be like others
the most imp
THE CHEERFUL AND JOYOUS is from THEIR HEART

musical thing

"Play the music not the instrument,
Music is what INSIDEsound like "

where the rhythm and music come from
"heart " , "notes " ??
finding my passion